Happy Birthday To me..

Thanks everyone who wished me and called me from abroad.. I was really really touched..
and most importantly I must thank my mom for giving me and loving me so much.. I love you!
Presents that I got.. Recently updated

A Charles and Keith bag from Annie, Jia Xin, Hui Yuh, Ling Vuan, Michael and Sam.

Thanks Flochi-Why for drawing this.. Thanks flochi-men, see you all in Singapore!

A key pendant


A Swatch watch

A pair of indoor slippers plus a box of hand fold stars


A photo frame from Chia Yi and Wee Kwong. SOrry that I forgot to capture a photo of it. ^^



Eggs coated with red dye

and of course my birthday cake!

together with

ME!!


Thanks to Annie, Jia Xin, Hui Yuh, Michael, Sam and Jun Xiang who spent their time to celebrate with me at Shabu One Steamboat Restaurant!
attach another of my YENG photo..

wonder how my hair gets to stand like that..

ANother Hot Kiss Scene..

And lastly Happy Birthday To ME! Wishing me very best in everything I do! I hope for a better year ahead!

random

2 revision classes today and it ended schooling session.
Microbiology mini test is on its way, expecting to arrive at 9am tomorrow ( if nothing obstructs its way)
Week by week passes by so soon, and 30th November is not too far from now..
Exam mode has to be tuned on(I supposed so), but my switch is still OFF..Save me..
my mind is drifting away.. nowhere near my lecture notes.. Sometimes I don't know what is happening to me.. my inner thought changes everyday, my mood swings easily, is this a sign of aging? I hope not.. 21 of age in just a few days time.. :x
I hope for a new start, a brand new me, I don't ever want to live in the past, haunted by unpleasant memories, shed my tears easily. People have to change, move forward and never look back if possible.
Thanks everyone who loves me, who dislikes me, who hates me.. You all have made changes in my life, and this is who I am now..
Suddenly the post becomes emo.. TIme to get back into Microb, stick and play around with Bacterias, Fungi and viruses..
SO long..

今天的我很忧郁。。想家。。想妈妈。。
因为明天有考试+活动，结果未能回家。。
我讨厌这种感觉。。没人可以倾诉的感觉。。我很累。。可是我凭什么和别人投诉说我很累？
别人在考试，我只是小考 。。又算得了什么。。
我很怀疑自己的手工。。就连假牙也做不好。。好想把整副给丢掉。。我很烦啊。。
钻牙也不怎么样。。好没用。。我不懂我怎么了。。真的很想抛开一切。。不要读了。。
又再次失去那股冲劲。。失败的我。。唉

最近思维有点混淆，情绪少少失控。。
自己好像变得没品。。哈哈。。不懂是否用对词？

近来都没有update blog, 因为我不知道要写什么。。
就好像现在，没有idea要怎样继续。。很无聊啊。。

拜拜

Friday night at KTSN

Finally I finished my 2 exams in a week... such a relief.. It is so hard to get a good night sleep nowadays, with a merely 5 hours of rest per day.. Tonight will be a night to rest well before going on further.
Went to Time Square and had dinner at Sushi King- Unagi Bento set..
And congratz to 1st yr dental student for graduating from IO..
我真的很累！！眼皮快盖下来了。。晚安！

Update

Hello everyone.
It has been long since my last post.
School life has been busy and hectic for me, there is so much to learn and so much to remember.
To be frank, I still cannot find the exact mood to fit in this new semester. I still don't know why.
There is some changes taking place just recently. A lot of misunderstandings and improper communication which lead to quarrel ---> grudges ---> end of friendship. It is a sad thing to see that happening, as I have been through it also.
Life is always full of challenges. Yet, you have to find a way to survive and carry on. No one will stop and wait. People are getting more realistic, is it true? People will only care for themselves and no one else?
well. I dont know what to continue. Bye

Yay!!

I get to go home finally!
Time of release will be at 9am sharp tomorrow. I can't bear one more day living in this place!!
Such a relief to all of us! Finally get to see smiles from everyone.. Yippe!!

Another update

According to the Star, there are six confirmed cases which originated from UKM KL.
That means, those who are living here, can never go home until this h1n1 has come to an end.
That means, we are in high risk of getting the h1n1 virus.
That means, we are keeping ourselves in and get infected.

TIll now, no further action has been taken, I don't know what they are up to, but at least, please do something for the residents in KTSN. We just don't want to wait for nothing..

Why our fate is so different from UUM and UPM students? why they got to go home and yet we have to lock ourselves in from the outside world?

I know the VITAL PART of quarantine, is to prevent the virus that might be stilll sticking to our bodies from spreading to the innocent. But is it wise to keep everyone in and put everyone at high risk in getting h1n1? aih..

Fed up..

LOCKED IN!!

Due to increase Influenze-like-illness cases in my campus, yesterday my campus received a temporary notification to close down for a week.
Those who are illness free ( including me ), have to stay in, so that NO VIRUS will spread to the outside world.
I cannot go home, but to stay in my room for a week!! That is tormenting!!!
I hope there's no cases of h1n1 from my campus so that everything will be back to normal.. Replacement classes will be dreadful if classes really have to be canceled for a week...
Sigh, luckily I still have my precious laptop with me.. If not I cannot imagine what awaits me for the next 6 days..
Being quarantined is not fun!!!

New semester..

It has been my second day back to UKM.
These two days were merely briefing on the new subjects by the lecturers.
Below are the list of subjects of Sem 1 Year 2 taken:
Pharmacology
Microbiology
Pathology
Dental Materials
Operative Dentistry
Oral Health
Bulan Sabit Merah Malaysia
Pengurusan Emosi

This year the schedule is really packed compared to Yr 1. LAB lab lab.. lectures lectures...
and my partner in Dental Material and Operative Dentistry is Aisyah.. Hope we can be a great pair ~

I have met some if the juniors, but not all. Hmm.. I wonder if they really take any initiative to remember seniors' faces, because they didnt even know anyone's name before approaching, it is quite sad to say that, but that is the truth.

I have been good to give advice to the girls especially on the DO's and DONT's list during approaching seniors, but then, they dont seem to comprehend. Ah.. just sad that they dont even care what was being told.

New class representative has been elected, congratulations to Michael and also to your assistant, Fasya~

Thats all for my update, I guess. Check out ! Bye!

mixture

Later in the afternoon I am going to Melaka!
Another week, I will be back to KTSN.. to endure my second year of studies..
Argh.. strange.. I dont feel too bored during this holiday, despite my ROUTINED daily activities.
I guess a person's perception really changes with years..
I am anticipated to meet my coursemates again, HOWever, the life of returning to school does not sound good to me..
9 weeks holidays is coming to an end.
Wonder what lies ahead of me, what challenges am I bound to encounter,
Will I be able to survive in one piece, Will I be a better person?

MOST importantly, I am a senior now.. with 55 juniors under me.. It feels good.. to be expecting their reactions towards Informal Orientation that is going to HAppeN once we return!

There is so much running in my mind now.. I cannot organize in sequence of what to tell first..

Oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUAN HUAN!! only 20 years of age.. EVNY!!

A message to JUJU:
I havent out to search for the pendant... Have you seen any nice one in any outlets near your house?

Ah.. dont know what else to say..
Sayounara~

I'd love to have my imaginations fly when reading fiction books.
Just yesterday night, I finally finished off Twilight Saga series.
It took me almost nearly a week to enjoy those 4 books.
That was why I didn't go online for quite a long time.

watching the movie now.. update later

Tag

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
(WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Green Bean Dessert
2. Last phone call: Mom
3. Last text message: Chee Wai
4. Last song you listened to: Opps, I didn’t listen to any
5. Last time you cried: Cant remember ^^

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: never wo..
7. Been cheated on: Secret
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hmm.. my tortoise?
9. Lost someone special: nah, it doesn’t matter now
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. White
13. Blue
14. Pale colours

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: more than 1
16. Fallen out of love: not even gone into it yet ..haha
17. Laughed until you cried: yes~
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes..
20. Found out someone was talking about you: I did I guess
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list(FB): No..
22. How many people on your friends list(FB) do you know in real life: nearly all~
23. How many kids do you want?: 3
24. Do you have any pets: no..
25. Do you want to change your name: no pet how to change leh?

26. What did you do for your last birthday: studied for Sem 1 exam and celebrated with

ji muiz, thx mama for bringing the cake
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.30am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: my leg to recover

30. Last time you saw your Mother: morning~
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: buck up, live life to the

fullest

32. What are you listening to right now : TV drama, n my typing sound
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: I am calm and peaceful~
35. Most visited webpage: facebook

Whats your real name: Ng Hui Cheen
Nicknames: I paiseh to tell lar..haha

Relationship Status: Single.. JUJU, lets mingle around~
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpion, watch out!
40. Male or female : female la..
41. Primary School?: SJK(C) Taman Rashna
42. Secondary School?: SMJK Kwang Hua
43. High school/college?: SMK Tinggi Klang
44. Hair colour: Dark brown, black, gray
45. Long or short: U measure for me la
46. Height: 162cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Probably not yet
48: What do you like about yourself?: for being myself
49. Piercings: ears
50. Tattoos: nope
51. Righty or lefty: Right

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Removal of my wisdom teeth
53. First piercing: Ears
54. First best friend: Kathleen ( back in primary school )
55. First sport you joined: Netball
56. First vacation: Forgotten…
58. First pair of trainers: No idea
59. Eating: I don’t like typing while eating
60. Drinking: I am not.. I don’t drink while typing
61. I'm about to: bath
62. Listening to: TV
63. Waiting on: school to reopen

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: YES!
65. Get Married?: Definitely!
66. Career?: only one path … u know den know la. Dono also nvm.. haha

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: both ( hugs can be more widely used )
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: avoid both

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes.
79. Sex on first date: nope
80. Broken someone's heart: haha… secret
82. Been arrested: no, I m a good citizen
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: depends
87. Miracles: yeah
88. Love at first sight: the 1^st impression is important
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: in my dream
91. Kiss on the first date: it might scare me off
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never
95. Did you sing today?: I don’t
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: how do u consider cheating?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: erm… let the natural aging process takes place la.. I dowan to go back
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: no need la, it is cheating !
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: No.. I would love to
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: some truths will not be revealed…


People tagged by me :JUJU, JG, vee mae, pigjeng, mihun, jozefin, nicholas, lemon, all the FLOWERS ... and others whom i know....

Ouch!

yesterday accidentally sprained my ankle.. it spoiled my outings today... GERAM!

内心的宣言

谢谢立扬的帮忙， 谢谢振贺的开导。。
我会努力放下所有的不开心，毕竟我都活了２１年，也该对自己负责任。。我相信生命是美好的！

人生中所经历的，都一直扶持着我成长，虽然这一击伤势较严重，可是，我不会退缩的！

看不懂的人就别问了，这并不很光彩。。知道的人也别说, 因为那已成过去.

谢天谢地，我还有妈妈和朋友在我身边。。我知道你们不会放弃我，谢谢你们的包容～

Wee~

6th of May

One day trip to Genting Highlands.
Well, a total of 14 people went for the trip to Genting Highlands. The journey started with
1.taking bus to Wangsa Maju Putra LRT station
2.travel another 2 stations to Terminal Putra- Gombak Station
3.bought tickets to genting highlands for RM 42 ( to and fro bus ticket, sky cabel tickets, indoor and
outdoor themepark )
4.departed at 10am, reach the sky cabel station at 10.30am.. (only half an hour!!)
5.hopped into the sky cabel then it brought us up to Genting Highlands in 25 minutes.
6.officially arrived at 11am!!

We straight away rushed to the themepark and started our PLAYING JOURNEY!

Genting Highlands seems to be a place of amusement for university's students. I met xiu yang, fei shan, soo kok weng, loong xiang there.. This world memang kecil~ My friends met their friends as well, really so ngam...

Hmm.. then we had KFC for our lunch..then we continued to play.....

play play play ----- till 6pm, we had pizza for our dinner..
the pizzas in PXXXX HUT at genting.... really.... sigh.. disappointing..

then we rushed for the bus.. at 7.45pm, we bid goodbye to genting highlands.. tatazz




7th of May

Result day

by 12.30pm, our Dean already waited for us outside the meeting room.. almost everyone was there waiting, out of a sudden, my adrenaline level raised up.. anxiety started to pour all over me..

Then we were called into the meeting room, take a seat and waited, because some of my friends were still on their way..

Our Dean gave some lecture.. blah blah blah.... then at about 12.45pm, he decided to announce our result..

"Ng Hui Cheen, where are you from?"
"Subang Jaya"
"Datang dengan apa?"
"kereta"
"pandu sendiri?"
After that I couldnt catch what was he saying, maybe I was nervous? until my comprehension ability was affected..

then he said ..... Ok good, you passed ! Boleh balik! hoho.....
Such a relief!!

I hope that for those who need to resit, do not be bothered by sadness, believe in your ability and do your best! one month time for preparation, you all can do it! Gambatei!

FrEeDoM!!

yesterday i just finished my first professional exam for the first time..
the relief was so great that i couldn't find any words to describe it..
the hard time was about the preparation, the mental torturing, and physically due to lack of sleep and all sorts of stuff.

now, i am waiting to go home, to rest myself completely.. i definitely don't want to touch my books..

but, next tuesday, the viva list will be released. Meaning anyone score marks on the border line will need to go for an oral interview, or you may be also invited to attend for viva distinction..

anyway, i don't care for the time being, cause i am really exhausted.. now still feeling quite sleepy.. ZZzzzz

for those who are still struggling for exam, all the best.. i know exam is such a torture.. unless u tell me u like exam la.. hoho

k la.. i am very free except on 2nd of may.. cause i have BSMM exam.. hehe

tataz

headache!!

Assignments !! they are killing me.. indirectly by killing my brain cells first..
please remove my brain for a while.. i want peace

失落感

一个人的时候都会这样。。妈妈，快点回来。。

operation

yesterday I went to somowhere KL.. not to shop, but to get pain..
I visited maksilofacial dentist regarding my TMJ..
It was Klinik Pakar Pergigian Wong..
After reaching there, same usual registration procedure..
Then I went in for X ray..
I waited for about 10 minutes, I was being called up ... Miss Ng Hui Cheen..
Next , my mama went in with me... That dentist looked rather strict and then his mandarin was funny ... While checking my TMJ, he would say "open open open, close close close " I didnt know why he must say for three times.. hehe...
In conclusion, he said my molar teeth were inflammed because there was not enough space of the teeth to erupt.
He suggested the upper right and lower right third molar teeth to be extracted, then next week he would teach me some jaw exercise, by then i would be able to open my mouth.
Agree.. but before that, my mom asked about the charges + blah a bit I am a student of UKM..
The dentist initially a bit hesitated to answer.. Eventually he told us.. for anaesthesia, it had standard charges-RM 500, for extraction, RM 500 for two teeth, ( normally he charged at RM 500 per tooth )
Ok lo.. DEAL.. then it started..
Anaesthsia- I was put into sleep by inserting the liquid into my vein on my hand. Then I slept.
After dono for how long, I began to regain consciousness, and by that time I could feel the force of pulling the teeth out by that dentist. After a while, when I managed to open my eyes, I saw he was sealing the wound with stitches.

Lastly, payment and medicines.. RM1025 plus 4 packets of drugs to be consumed.
appointment date next saturday. need to remove stitches.
today is the second day, my face is very obviously swollen... >.< my food is only porridge and nestum... SOB.. hope i get well soon..

pic

this was the pre-reunion steamboat dinner we had~

happy chinese new year~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

everthing must be in red, cause it is chinese new year ~
Wee~~ so happy and excited...
currently I am listening to MY FM and 988 chinese new year songs~~
you all should do so, in case you still dont feel the chinese new year mood !!

just now went steamboat with my coursemates at Setapak. To be frank, the soups was SO SO, but most importantly, all of us had fun! hehe.. we took photos like we had never taken one in a decades.. hoho...then after steamboat, we went to eat desserts... wee... very syiok~ it was like we were having reunion dinner in advance ... hahaha.... hope we will have more outings like this in the future...

and people out there, if you all are planning to go for visiting, JIO ME!!!

LASTLY, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! GONG HEI FATT CHOY!!

continuation..

and then I stopped taking Ibuprofen.

On last Friday, whereby I was supposed to attend a BSMM camp at UKM Hutan Awam Bangi, I skipped for one day and went for second opinion about my jaw..

1st clinic
The dentist said due to I couldnt open my mouth big enough, he was unable to see my third molar position by using another type of X ray. And of course I explained to him that what Dr Safar told me-- the third molar on the ramus position. Then, he told me the tooth might be superior to the ramus or inferior to the ramus. I forgot which one had a higher risk to fracture the NECK of Mandible if oral surgery were to be done.
Given advice- use hot towel to relax my muscles
Prediction-my third molars probably wont erupt cause of my old age.. ahem
Consultation fees : RM 10

2nd clinic
The dentist checked on my mouth, and in the mean while, I also told him the same thing as in the first clinic. He said the same thing about the tooth on ramus. And then, he said
-- if the third molars were causing all these problems to my TMJ, removing them would be a wise choice
--if it wasnt the third molars problem, it might be the TMJ itself. This condition might come back in future =.=
Advice given- use hot towel to relax my muscles, dont eat too spicy food, no hard food. BETTER GO FOR MAKSILOFACIAL (which is one of the specialist field in dentistry)
Treatment- Paparin, and Metronidazole (I dont know what were they for) The dentist said, antibiotic and anti-inflammatory
Consultation fees : RM 35
p/s: my proximal wall between 1st and 2nd premolar has sign of carious. Oh my...

today I just finished the medicine.. After so many days of muscles spasm, I feel that my mouth is opening to a larger extent now.. but still, not fully open..

recently..

just to update on myself a bit..

last tuesday, my jaw got stuck...usually condition related to temporomandibular joint(TMJ) is dislocation..but this was not my case.

sound serious ? let me finish first..

Last Tuesday, when I was eating kuih-muih in the morning, I realised that I couldn't open my mouth to swallow that piece of kuih.. When I tried to open my mouth bigger, there I had my pain on the on my TMJ.

Without any hesitation, I went straight to my lecturer. The one who was teaching me Oral Biology, named Dr Safar. Before asking me to go register at the clinic, he printed out a set of journal on TMJ for me to read. In that journal, it stated that patients with TMJ disorder had to take Ibuprofen, 400mg, thrice a day , for a month..

Ok lor, I took the printed journal and went to the clinic to register. Then, Dr Safar came over to take me for X ray. First time I tried such X ray machine. Well, quite a new experience I guess.

Next, Dr Safar asked me to open and close my mouth for few times and then we headed to the clinic to get myself some medicine.--That Ibuprofen, if you still remember.. When I took the prescription to the counter, the nurse asked me, " what happen to you? why need to take such strong medicine? " after I explained to her, then it was my turn to ask.. "this medicine got what side effect ?" She told me every medicine also had its side effect, but since the doctor prescribed this medicine for me, she couldnt do anything also..

Back to the X-ray room, Dr Safar and I got the X ray film. There showed 4 third molars in my maxilla and mandible-- known as jaws.But, they were yet to be erupted.
Poor thing, he said my third molars on lower jaw/mandible were on RAMUS OF MANDIBLE-( if u wan to know more, ask me la). MOST IMPORTANTLY, the teeth needed to be EXTRACTED!

And.. extracting the third molars meant ORAL SURGERY!! oh my god.. during that time, I forgot what I felt.. just a bit helpless.. sigh...

TO be continued...

now, my jaw still is not back to original state yet..