Thursday, September 25, 2008

Happy news and bad news

Just got my Enamel and Dentine results yesterday..
Enamel
Matrix no : A 122205 C+ (passed)
Dentine
Matrix no : A 122205 C- (failed)

Phew.. when I looked at the result, the feeling was like going down the hill, rolling down at a slow pace.. because there were also many of my coursemates who failed.. but still, it was a fail..
I did read on it, but didnt know what went wrong, I sueh sueh failed this chapter which contribute 7.5% in my finals.. SO... I actually lost the marks.. kinda sad in the morning.. However, no one counsel me.. So I gotta counsel myself then.. I should learn to overcome bad feeling which haunt me down, because I really hate that feeling.. nearly 20 years old by now.. everything should be seen from a positive side... Especially I need to handle my emotion better..
Anyhow, I feel there is a slight improvement within myself.. I THINK..
main point was, after one lecture, then I was fine again.. Besides, I even kepo went and counsel my friends also.. ( I might have the potential to be a counsellor? who knows right?)..

Then today... another result was out.. BioChem..
A- ( feel happy for myself ) Big applause to myself for my not - very- much -effort (but dont be mistaken, there was still effort OK?) ... there was feedback from lecturers on our mini test.. and they blah blah... blah... and then there was a tragic moment after that.. Everyone rushed to the faculty and looked at their results.. BikabOOM.. there were all kinds of expressions from my coursemates.. Some of them did not perform well and they had an emotion outbreak... My heart really sank with them.. We had been through IO(informal orientation ) with them, we really had the toughest moment with the seniors, we had laugh and cries all together.. and I hope everyone of us can pass together as one .. and of course I counselled them once more... We sort of discussed the exam technique and all sorts of stuff.. and I hope I could help them out.. I really do..

hmm.. i guess i need to study for anatomy tutorial tomorrow.. NIGHT..

QUOTE OF THE DAY :

people can still find their happiness where i do not exist....
but i have nowhere to go...where is my happiness...

2 comments:

JuJu said...

poke poke!
i was down too and sorry cuz couldnt cheer you up that time. sigh. we all just need luck.

ah cheen said...

it was ok la.. i m fine again.. dont worry ~~ gambatei, happy holidays~