It is beginning to reveal itself, after so many traumas and accidents.
My heart has an amour with it, for a never ending battle.
It is time....
7 years ago
Friday, April 16, 2010
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
A slot for me
After months of settling down, I feel much better.
When I tried to use different methods in handling stuff, it was not that tiring compared to last time.
I tried to talk less, care less, and I am much cheerful in my own way, I guess.
I cannot manipulate a situation which I don't fancy, so I will just let it happen when it should have happened.
I missed the life I had before this. Much sincere, much honest.
I cannot stop people from back-stabbing, and so I also don't wish to know when people want to back Stab me, kill me directly if you dare. Just got too fed up with all those stuff.
And now I don't mind you are a 2 faces person, just that when I am not, that worth it all.
And when you choose to switch, it is none of my matter anymore, everyone has got a choice, don't we?
When you lie about your intention, I know it, although I don't speak it out. My sixth sense has its own way out.
3 more years, I will be able to get out. My freedom and unleash myself.
You don't have to know what I am saying, because when you have faced it, then you will understand eventually.
A piece of good memory waiting to be installed into my mind will be deleted in advance due to some unwanted viruses. Those viruses are fatal. When you see viruses can be in plural, you know they can be counted distinctively.
I will never ever anticipate anything from here. Never anymore.
Have a nice day people.
When I tried to use different methods in handling stuff, it was not that tiring compared to last time.
I tried to talk less, care less, and I am much cheerful in my own way, I guess.
I cannot manipulate a situation which I don't fancy, so I will just let it happen when it should have happened.
I missed the life I had before this. Much sincere, much honest.
I cannot stop people from back-stabbing, and so I also don't wish to know when people want to back Stab me, kill me directly if you dare. Just got too fed up with all those stuff.
And now I don't mind you are a 2 faces person, just that when I am not, that worth it all.
And when you choose to switch, it is none of my matter anymore, everyone has got a choice, don't we?
When you lie about your intention, I know it, although I don't speak it out. My sixth sense has its own way out.
3 more years, I will be able to get out. My freedom and unleash myself.
You don't have to know what I am saying, because when you have faced it, then you will understand eventually.
A piece of good memory waiting to be installed into my mind will be deleted in advance due to some unwanted viruses. Those viruses are fatal. When you see viruses can be in plural, you know they can be counted distinctively.
I will never ever anticipate anything from here. Never anymore.
Have a nice day people.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
2308
Feeling rather irritating now..
I have a lot going on in my mind now..
Rm 500.. hope it is not burnt..
Tutorials.. not finish reading
ESZ day on Sunday
Bumi Hijau stuff
I m trying to sort out.. but still I lost my concentration in everything..
Hate this..
I have a lot going on in my mind now..
Rm 500.. hope it is not burnt..
Tutorials.. not finish reading
ESZ day on Sunday
Bumi Hijau stuff
I m trying to sort out.. but still I lost my concentration in everything..
Hate this..
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Happy Chinese New Year
Happy chinese new year to all.
I am happy to be able to meet up with old friends. Sad that some of them are leaving Malaysia soon.
Some I don't even have the chance to meet them even once a year, poor thing.
Although we tend to run out of topic, seeing you all means a lot to me.. =)
Few more days and I have to go back to that Room-which I never had liked it before..
hmm, I am meeting another group tomorrow.. anticipating.. =)
so good night for now..
I am happy to be able to meet up with old friends. Sad that some of them are leaving Malaysia soon.
Some I don't even have the chance to meet them even once a year, poor thing.
Although we tend to run out of topic, seeing you all means a lot to me.. =)
Few more days and I have to go back to that Room-which I never had liked it before..
hmm, I am meeting another group tomorrow.. anticipating.. =)
so good night for now..
Saturday, February 6, 2010
random
Monday is D-day for Dental Materials mini test, and I am really struggling for it.. all the compositions, setting reactions, properties.. nevermind.
when it comes to something which concerns emotion, people will tend to have lots of mind of their own. Negative ones, bad ones. I had been through lots of ups and downs of emotional fluctuation, and of course I learnt a lot too..
when I look back the past, somehow it may be unhappy, but when you have completely released all the grudges you have been holding for so long, your heart will not ache at all.. Trust me
time really is the antidote for almost everything. but definitely not all.
well, need to do my stuff.. bye for now
when it comes to something which concerns emotion, people will tend to have lots of mind of their own. Negative ones, bad ones. I had been through lots of ups and downs of emotional fluctuation, and of course I learnt a lot too..
when I look back the past, somehow it may be unhappy, but when you have completely released all the grudges you have been holding for so long, your heart will not ache at all.. Trust me
time really is the antidote for almost everything. but definitely not all.
well, need to do my stuff.. bye for now
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