Stress out..

I often wonder.. Am I not good enough to be considered a friend? I know I am not that appealing from the appearance.. but I have always tried my best to improve on my personality.. Sometimes friends around me kinda disappear one by one upon graduation.. I don't know why.. but it just doesn't seem too right for me.. I have thought on this matter for quite some time.. I still couldn't figure out why.. Can someone enlighten me on this? I am lost.. What is friendship actually meant to everyone? Is everyone that busy until we have no time for our old friends?

I admit I am kinda inhibit person, and I kindly do not have bunch of friends out there waiting for me.. but I do treasure everyone of my friend..really.. Friends are like my mental support besides my family.. When I don't get to reach my family when I am feeling down, friends would be my place to shed my tears, hear my grudges.. and so on..

So, I hope everyone would treasure their friends also.. as you can contact your friends more often(though you might have to waste some money), ask them out for tea or even K songs with them.. Selfishness will lead you to nowhere.. so WAKE UP and START CONTACTING your friends~~