The Departure 入殓师

昨晚看了这部戏。。

故事很简单，但却能带出非凡的意义。。

我好爱好爱里头的大提琴。。很感动，真的。。

看着看着不禁流起泪来。。

有机会的话，请你们一定要看。。=）

chinese new year is coming.

not much of anticipation actually.

things have changed a lot. the current is nothing compared to the past.

people are too materialistic, calculative, and self-centered.

the meaning behind chinese new year has long gone with the wind.

the faces that i wished for will only remain as a memory.

i do not know what lies ahead.

it seems to be unpredictable, vague and blurry.

i hope for a better year, with peace and prosperity.

i pray for good health, for everyone around me.

i wish for a more critical-thinking-mind.

i ask for a higher EQ management.

wish that i will be blessed with rings of luck~~

happy chinese new year in advance~

fake world

when everything appears to be so superficial, you can't help but to feel a sense of disgust.

when everyday has to be the same old routine, you can't help but to stop yourself from puking.

when you has always become the topic of discussion of others, you might wonder- am i too good or am i too bad?

when you have no one to understand the struggle within you, you can't help but to feel pathetic.

when you started to doubt yourself, who else out there can give you a sense of security?

you look back at your own reflection in the mirror, starting to feel that this image is sort of unknown, who is that which lies within?

when you are stuck in a stuffy environment, and you hardly can breath, but you still hang on, because there is no door for you to escape.

when you are so badly damaged by the poisonous arrows, you believe you can heal by your own.

in the end, you end up with fibrosis.

you started to not believe in anything you see or listen.

you started to lose confidence in each encounter.

you feel like you have lost the battle, but in fact, you know you have won.

you have lots of thoughts within, but you can't possibly make it right.

everything seems to be scattered. unsynchronized.

you almost forget what have you been previously.

the urge to get out is so great, but you never gonna achieve it so soon.

you know what is the path, somehow.. you deny it.

you hypnotize yourself, but it can't change a thing.

how you wish your world is all by you alone. nothing interferes with the progress.

this is a fake world.

the end

心烦

最近开始拿病人。。起初以为会很期待，其实是焦虑多一点。。

电话钱在不知不觉当中就少了好多，因为要打给病人预约。。

工作的病人，要安排自己什么时候可以来。。而不是你可以随传随到的。。

在一个固定的clinical session 没办法做treatment, 又觉得对不起病人。。

可是你又得做完所有examination and diagnosis 才可以present 给doctor, 然后才start treatment。

好烦。。我觉得我的速度很慢，但是我又不想做一位不负责任的牙医，随便草草了事。。

可是每个clinical session 的时间有限。。我又不得不快。。天啊。。

我会烦死啊。。

下一站幸福

刚刚看完这部台剧，不知不觉地爱上吴建豪。。一直以来都不懂他的演技可以这么好。。哈哈。。超爱他的！很帅气！很温柔！

The inner strength

It is beginning to reveal itself, after so many traumas and accidents.
My heart has an amour with it, for a never ending battle.
It is time....

天气真的热到不行。。
快烧焦了~~
祝大家考试顺利。。